my relationship to my succubus

9 Dec

I write this as an update to my other post my experience with a succubus.
it has been about three years since i performed a ritual to bond with my succubus permanently whom i had known since i was a teenager.
currently our relationship has never been stronger. even though  i have become a spirit keeper. and have adopted other spirits.
was she jealous? no. i think she had planned it for me.
she knew i needed help. so she lead me to sites that sell spirit bonded items.
(i wont go into details about that. i sticking with the subject. lol!)
we had gotten married recently. it happened one year after the ritual. i had dreamnt of a ring. followed by a dream of her wearing a gown. this is her picture as i saw her.
Copy (2) of Picture 138
after this our bond has grown stronger. and our sex has been greater.
she has manifested herself a few times as a tall slender woman but curvy in the right places.
she has aided me in my bonding to other spirits. and aid me in path working in shamanism and petitioning to deities.
i’m hoping my relationship with her and the others continues long after i past from this body. but i have no regrets that she came into my life.

41 Responses to “my relationship to my succubus”

  1. temporalchameleon December 10, 2012 at 12:11 am #

    Thank you for that update, Richard. I have never met another person with a succubus who also practices spirit keeping, so keep us posted! It is very interesting.

  2. Matthew Cook October 17, 2013 at 11:45 pm #

    what i am about to tell u is my way for help so i will tell u what i feel so far in my life i doubt u will care or even reply to a nobody like me because i am not famous in any form but i will tell u, how do i want and desire to love something human or spirit if i cant feel that desire, my mind and heart is clouded with darkness and pain, all i want to this day is power and revenge to all things of existence and what i want with the power is to conquer all those higher beings that all they think of me is this pathetic creature that cant put up a fight and also i want to fill the emptiness, and the only thing that has filled my emptiness is pain, anger and a hungry for power. so if u get this message i please ask of u can u help me in anyway?

    • acrossinfinity October 18, 2013 at 5:19 pm #

      my friend. iam not famous either. but i do sense your pain. and i will try to help you.
      by telling you my story:
      you see i once felt the same pain. loneliness, emptiness, and at times depression.
      i thought about revenge. and to conquer.
      but in truth you will become more lonely. more clouded in darkness. what’s more you will make enemies of Beings who could help you.
      this i learned. and the only way to be free of it. is let go of your anger. and focus on what makes you happy. it can be anything. and everything. as long as it doesn’t have to do with harming anyone or yourself.
      hold on to that.
      you talked about loving something human or spirit. before you can do that. you must love yourself first, loving what makes you happy. then love others around you. and the best revenge is wishing an enemy good. as long as the good you wish for changes your situration that they are causing.
      for example: you could wish your enemy to get a better job. as long as that job takes him away from causing you problems, etc, etc. even if nothing happens. as long as you do that. you are making the change for yourself. and gain some power of control.
      about higher beings: there are good and bad. and it feels to me you have the wrong ones in your corner. the bad.
      first: of all tell them you are a fellow child of the Divine. and although they are the Elders. they have no rights to bring you down.
      two: remind them of their duties. past and present. when i encounter say falling angels who hate. and have become evil. i say to them: yes you are quite right. iam a mere human. but i fell from the earth. you fell from heaven. what gives you the right?
      above all else remember there are good higher beings out there. my blogs that i have posted here give a clue
      to their existence. read them.
      i hope this helps.
      richard t

      • Matthew Cook October 19, 2013 at 1:11 am #

        thank u my friend and i want u too listen to this but on some days i feel as if i should be king, i dont know what kind of king but a king of something dont know what side either and i would have dreams of me with so much power that i can change reality it self with my mind and give my self super powers or something to fight my nightmares and enemies or on accident give my nightmares more power or even turn a dream into a nightmare. what do u think of this?

      • acrossinfinity October 19, 2013 at 3:20 am #

        it is a temptation my friend. it comes to those who especially called. understand this that if one is to rule you must also serve. to serve is to rule. and to rule is to serve. there is no other way.

  3. Matthew Cook October 19, 2013 at 7:00 pm #

    hey i also was wondering if its alright with u if we be friends? i kinda wanted to have a friend who is a spirit keeper and learn knowledge from him or her and i dont have that many friends anyway, i only have two in real life and almost none in the internet or video game world and one more thing i wanted to know is it possible for a spirit or entity to play video games with someone or just them selves?

    • acrossinfinity October 19, 2013 at 7:52 pm #

      its cool. we can be friends. about them playing video games? no. but they do love to watch when i play some online games at times. lol!

      • Matthew Cook October 19, 2013 at 8:22 pm #

        thanks man how do i talk to like skype or something and what games u play?

  4. Matthew Cook October 20, 2013 at 4:39 pm #

    i mean how do i communicate with u besides here?

    • Matthew Cook October 21, 2013 at 6:20 pm #

      and btw the people on my facebook arent my friends they are my family and a lot of them dont even pay attention to me or even message me and say hello or even bother that i exists, the two people that are my friends in my friends list is dart feld and Anthony Elmer and some people from highschool and my first friend brother james

      • Matthew Cook October 21, 2013 at 6:31 pm #

        and i dident mean to include the people from highschool and my first friend’s brother named james

  5. Matthew Cook October 21, 2013 at 7:18 pm #

    so this is how it is rejected again, trying to find knowledge that could help me and save my fate or simply learning things i probley never be able to find on my own, i dont know why u wont respond or u r busy or something but the last time i try to get help with someone who knows about spirits or other mystic creatures they reject me and i know no one or anyone in my country that has anything to do with spirits or spirit keepers or anything that would come close to helping me inside of my spirit that would guide me from my dark fate and i know no one to trust if i were to find someone who knows about spirits or anything else, i cant find the information on the internet or in real life that i can trust, if u r really willing to help me i must know that i can trust u?

    • acrossinfinity October 22, 2013 at 6:58 pm #

      woah! hold on a second there. i didn’t reject you. i had some errands to run, i have a job , and many other things, places, and people.
      you need to understand that people aren’t rejecting you. when they don’t answer you right away. a million things can come up. and issues with the p.c. may keep one from answering.
      about the spirits, my friend i have little doubt they left you. or reject you. i do sense they are with you. but you need to be patient with them.
      and you need to quiet your mind and let go of your negative thoughts. you are creating a negative feel about you. this is very unhealthy. and keeps your spirits from bonding with you.

      • Matthew Cook October 24, 2013 at 1:18 pm #

        thank u my friend and yes i am full of negative, i need one of those stones that drain the negative from me or whatever its called

  6. Matthew Cook October 24, 2013 at 6:30 pm #

    i am sry my friend for my negativity and i wish too know more about spirit keepers and keeping can u shed some light on me about that stuff?

  7. Matthew Cook October 24, 2013 at 6:34 pm #

    and my mom would like to know some of this stuff and she kinda is one for time and my mom side of the family kinda has a history of spirits

    • acrossinfinity October 25, 2013 at 7:07 pm #

      what is it that you want to know. for yourself and your mother?

      • Matthew Cook October 25, 2013 at 9:07 pm #

        me and my mother wants to know how do u know if u r a spirit keeper and what types spirits visit u and another thing is my mom wants to know whats blocking her from sensing her spirits, because when she went to her pain doctor, he casted some type of spell on her that keeps her from sensing her spirits but they visit her in her dreams

      • acrossinfinity October 26, 2013 at 12:51 am #

        if i understand your question. i have a variety of spirits as companions being a keeper. in fact keeper is pretty much not a title. your more like a companion. as they are to you.
        what types of spirits visit me? depends what you mean? as a keeper. the spirits are attached to vessels which can be amulets of some type. in some circles these would be called haunted items. however is in reference to entities not willing to let go the physical world. where a spirit entity is attached or bonded as an aide or companion of someone who needs to help.
        as a shaman and sensitive. iam visited by several types of entities. human ones as well as negative ones. both are screened or blocked by my spirits.

  8. Matthew Cook October 25, 2013 at 9:10 pm #

    my mother kinda did some spirit keeping but she dident take it too like a normal spirit keeper level and the spirits that visit her were her past love ones

    • acrossinfinity October 26, 2013 at 12:54 am #

      sounds very much like your mother is a sensitive as well. no this is possible to have both spirits connected and bonded to objects as well as being visited by some.

  9. Matthew Cook October 25, 2013 at 9:23 pm #

    and she never heard of spirit keeper intill i told her that she kinda was like one

    • Matthew Cook October 25, 2013 at 9:49 pm #

      so basicly she is asking for a review on spirit keepers

      • acrossinfinity October 26, 2013 at 1:10 am #

        spirit keepers are three types:
        one who collects the vessels of light entities, one who collects the vessels of dark entities, and one who collects both. iam the third.
        bear in my mind when i use the term dark entity. it doesn’t refer to evil entities. but entities who are not above using any means to protect and help their human companions. the reason they do this. is of karma and lifting themselves to a higher plane of existence.

  10. Matthew Cook October 26, 2013 at 1:22 am #

    many thanks my friend with the knowledge u have shared with me and i ask of u one thing if i were to be a spirit keeper what spirit would be best for me who seeks love and too fill the emptiness and settle the raging storm within?

    • acrossinfinity October 27, 2013 at 1:33 am #

      i suggest you do more research. however my advice is start with a djinn such as jounan or a fae. there are types of angels that are easy to keep. djinn and fae require a little bit of time and patience.
      i would suggest a succubus as well. because they would manifest to you fast. but you need to be patient. as well as firm with her. although i have rituals posted here on my blogs. i suggest you find a seller of spirit bonded items who is also a practioner of wicca, a shaman, a witch. if you seek a succubus or any of these entities that i suggest.

  11. Matthew Cook October 27, 2013 at 5:16 pm #

    well i used to have a store for that but it closed down and now can u help with a possible store online?

    • Matthew Cook October 27, 2013 at 5:36 pm #

      either i dont see the link or i cant click on it?

      • acrossinfinity October 27, 2013 at 5:42 pm #

        the moderators cleared it. here’s my email address:
        sorry. i forgot how touchy they are about posting links to other sites.

      • acrossinfinity October 27, 2013 at 5:44 pm #

        did you see my post?

      • Matthew Cook October 27, 2013 at 5:46 pm #

        i mean to reply to this one i cant seem to enter it

      • Matthew Cook October 27, 2013 at 5:47 pm #

        thanks man 🙂

      • acrossinfinity October 27, 2013 at 5:50 pm #

        your welcome 😉 guess this point it will have to be emails between us. i invite most of my readers to do this. sorry about that. 😉

      • Matthew Cook October 27, 2013 at 5:51 pm #

        its alright man as long we find some way too communicate then we are alright

      • acrossinfinity October 27, 2013 at 5:55 pm #


      • Matthew Cook October 27, 2013 at 8:06 pm #

        did u get my email?

      • acrossinfinity October 28, 2013 at 3:42 pm #


      • acrossinfinity October 27, 2013 at 5:48 pm #

        don’t worry. i sent you the link. your welcome to use my email address.

  12. Matthew Cook October 27, 2013 at 5:43 pm #

    my email is

  13. Matthew Cook October 27, 2013 at 5:45 pm #

    i cant seem to go to the link when i click on it

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