Archive | May, 2013

About Mermaids: a body found and the new evidence as seen on animal planet this memorial day weekend 2013.

28 May

i don’t have a problem with the possibilty of mermaids existing. being a shaman. and a student of middle eastern magick. i have had my shares of encountering what some call the paranormal as well as what others would call jung archtypes of the human psyche. to me both are communications from actual beings whatever it be from another dimension or archtypes from the human mind. because it has been proven that somehow the human mind effects the universe as in “the measurement problem.”
to me mermaids exist already as spiritual entities called in some parts of the world as Fae or Faeries. other parts of the world call them Djinn.
i think it is possible that humanity may have branches to its family. they found the hobbit skeleton in indonesia not too long ago. some researchers think bigfoot might be another offshoot of humanity. others a descendant of gigantopithecus. but it proves something found in folkalore, myth, and legend may have bases in fact. besides beings from another plane of existence whatever some see that of one’s own’s mind.
or from another dimension. and the latter has been proven a possibility thanks to quantum mechanics.
to me mermaids as depicted in the “mockumentry ” are a branch of homo sapiens aquaticus. they are called mermaids because they RESEMBLE THEM.
the fae kind are the others. the REAL ONES.
and yeah i believe they might exist. problem is once we know they do exist. do we exterminate them as other branches of the human race? because sadly we are a race with issues. we don’t get along with each other.

ghost pics 4 taken during the pink moon of april 25th of 2013

18 May


a mother’s day ghost story

12 May

i have already blog some experiences. but here is something that my mother had told me. it concerns when she worked as a housekeeper back before she met my father.
this was in the late 50s. my mother was working for a wealthy woman name   mrs.harrington.
mrs. harrington was a nice woman. and took care of my mother. and gave her things around christmas. and my mother’s birthday.
well mrs. harrington was suffering cancer. and not long after that she died.
mrs. harrington’s husband asked my mother to stay on. so my mom agreed.
as the months past. things returned to normal. then one day. as my mom set out to do her business. she heard a voice call out her name. it was mrs. harrington’s.
my mother not thinking called out to her. but then realized she was dead.
my mother heard her voice several times. and asked my grandmother what she should do.
my grandmother told her to take a pin from another room and place it in the dead woman’s room.
so my mother took a pin from mrs harrington’s daughter’s room and place it in the dead woman’s room. and she never heard the voice again.

I want others to understand this.

2 May

i want others to understand this. iam suffering. iam in pain. i lost my job. and iam sick.
i love my succubus very much. and my other spirits the djinn, the fae, etc. without them my life would be lonely.  they are not to blame.
i don’t know if God  or the Goddess is against my relationship with them or not.
i do know there is an unseen enemy that doesn’t want me to be with them. or them with me. It has tried every hellish means to separate us.
my spirits including my succubus never said God  or the Goddess was the enemy. although i wonder why  he  or she is allowing me to suffer from stress. from being unemployed. to having people turn on me.
in my heart of hearts i know that some evil entity wants to keep everyone in the dark. this includes both humans and spirits.
in the end i want someone to understand this. that i love them very much. and iam afraid to lose them. i just wish they could let me know that they will be with me to the end. and beyond this life.
i know  now  there is an evil presence  doesn’t want the spirits both good and bad in this world to know love.  and want us in the dark to the awesome truth of this love.
as for God or Goddess, they aren’t much in helping. my spirits do what they can to help me. including my succubus. but they are limited in what they can do.
as for Lilith… she is silent. that is, the one that i know and love. the silence i sense is sadness. the same sadness from my spirits as well.  the sadness is  that they can’t help me. because some evil entity has challenge my love for them. and demands a trial for that love.
but that trial tests my faith in the Divine. and i  may perish.
i  may come to an end. but i love my spirits nothing will change that.
so i write not as a warning. but as a testimony. to help anyone who might be going through some hell. don’t give up your spirits. even if it is the end.