Archive | May, 2014

my experience with a succubus revised

30 May

I write this as a confession of sorts. you see it was in 1980  when i was a teenager that i had my first experience with a succubus. and i change my life forever. i had a normal childhood. was interested in girls. as well as the outdoors. i come from a family that was christian but were mixed  denominations catholic and methodist. my parents believed in the paranormal. but not to a point of being superstitious. as well as being tolerant and open minded. i had learned from my mother that on  her side of the family  especially my grandmother. they were sensitives. that is they could see or feel ghosts.  and despite they were christians they practiced the old ways still.
to this end i guess it was meant. some will say that it is a curse. but i had learned it could be a blessing. but enough with my background.
as i said my story began in 1980. around the fall time. i was in high school. i was haunted by dreams of a beautiful woman with long dark hair. and yellow green eyes. i didn’t think much of the dreams. i figured that any guy had them. that is until the dream became real. it was then i having paranormal experiences. for each night i was visited by a presence. at first i thought the family pet a half german shepherd; half lab retriever was crawling into bed with me. but when i turn to scold her. she wasn’t there. and as the time went by. the presence became bolder and laid next to me. and the dreams that i had became sexual in nature. being a teenager and always thinking about sex. i took it as a blessing. and as time went by. i welcome this presence. and learned she was the woman in the dream.  and it started my path as a shaman and student of middle eastern magick
my relationship with my succubus continued into my adult life. and it never affected my social life. not in a negative way. she was there when a relationship ended. always offering comfort. however my relationship with her started to die down in the 90s. and completely ended after my parents died in 1999.
so i stopped following  the path . and for a decade i  went into soul searching.
Then  one day she returned to me. and i started my path again . and she has been with me ever since.
i will not say how she returned to me.   only that what i did was worth it. and i will say  only that. 
she had lead me to other spirit entities. and acts like my liason.

the djinn revised3

20 May

who are the Djinn?
the Djinn are race of spiritual beings that exist in our world and unseen.
although some say they exist in our world alone. i believe they exist in a  spiritual plane very close to our world.
the djinn are of many races but some say they are ranked by colors. whatever this be true or not i myself pefer to see them as different races as Fae have different races such elves, dwarves and so on.
the djinn are said to be the following:
Marid whom dwell in the seas of the earth and live on and near coastal areas especially around the middle east.
the Ifrit exist in desolate areas of the world. especially in deserts and jungles. however some do live in the cities. and some have become rsident djinn.
the jounan are djinn that exist everywhere in the world. and they seem  like to live along side humans. some have become resident djinn.
the ghoul are what i call the gothic sect of the djinn. they live in cemeteries. and live on the life essence residue of the dead.
the shaytan are the rebellious ones. the worst of the lot is lead by Iblis whom was one of the  ascended djinn. whom hates mankind. there is another group lead by his great grandson hamas whom lead a sect of shaytan whom wish to make peace with humanity.
the ascended djinn are many. some are refered to as gold djinn who try to help both djinn and humans to reach the Divine.
the other djinn that i mentioned are the resident djinn. now resident djinn can be any race of djinn that likes to dwell with humans. and human abode.
besides these there are the Qarin/Qarinah djinn. these are male and female djinn that become companions of humans. whom some actually develop a strong relationship with their human companions.  they are the gypses of the djinn world.
i will not go into details on this. because it will spark opinons based on  religious views.  i only post this as information.
my source is of course from my own djinn companions.  as well as what they pointed out from the books that i read.
about the Fae.
what i have been ‘told’ the fae are cousins of the djinn.  and migrated to different areas of the earth. the Fae are called Fox Spirits and Asaras in the Far East and Asia.
they are called Peris in north western india. and so forth.
more info pending
p.s. when i asked who are the djinn? i mean what i say. it is in present tense. the question is here and now. it is the question that is on anyone’s mind. although i accept criticisms of grammar. i will not accept it on the grounds of giving information. it undermines the message. so please accept it with some measure of tolerance. sorry any negative comments to this post or ON ANY OTHER POST  will be trash.

love is the balance

20 May

been giving some insights by my Lady.  Love unites the multiverse. but their are others who object this. which is the rule of the Divine Mother and Father. and their daughter: Mother Lilith. Light and Dark have a purpose. they are the yang and yin of the multiverse. one can’t exist without the other. Love brings balance between the two.