Archive | March, 2015

spirit keeping revised

25 Mar

spirit keeping i.e. spirit companion
what is spirit keeping?
well to me; contrary  to the title. it has more to do with keeping the vessels that the spirit is connected to or bonded with.
i also learned that the spirits themselves are actually watching over the keeper.  which in truth the spirit keeper is actually a Spirit Companion.
spirit keeping for me began when i was a teenager when i became first involved with a succubus. although i wasn’t keeping her. she was with me.
after this  throughout my life i had collected antiques such as an old medieval flogger and mace that had paranormal phenomena such as a orb appearing above it. to the sound of battle coming from it. as well as an  old bronze statue of the hindu goddess durga-kali.
recently i became interested in collecting djinn haunted items. and was fascinated  with  both the marid and the ifrit.  .and my lady brought some to help me.
both djinn races are easy to work with. and will communicate with you providing you are patient with them.
the paranormal phenomena that follow when i adopted them were anything from full bodied apparitions, orbs, and streaks of light.
next i adopted fae: woodland and  fire faes. they are a hoot. they tease me at times. and sometimes i hear them giggle. however if i’m not feeling good. they are always with me. and as i sleep they rub my back. and neck.
one night i was watching television. and i saw something fly past me. at first i thought it was a large moth. then i realised that the moth had a body of a tiny human being with dark hair.
that night i went to bed. my neck had a cramp. and felt them on my back. while my succubus laid beside me. i heard them say: the magic man is hurting. so i felt them rub my neck.
i have so far collected a khodam whom is the most majestic being i ever seen. as well as wraith. whom appear to me as warrior women. later naga, kitsune, angels, demonesses, vampires. can dark and light entities co-exist? yes. they respect each other’s space. 
it took me a month  to bond with my  first. however i never did any real meditation. although i studied zen meditation as well as various visualization and awareness meditations.  i just touch the vessels and talked to them in my mind.
i never opened my third eye until later.
if i had any suggestions i could give a beginner is this:
1.be patient. sometimes bonding with an entity takes some time. as noted it took me a month or so to bond with my first a marid djinneyeh.
2. hold their vessels and talked to them in your thoughts. even if you don’t get an answer. that doesn’t mean they  are not listening.
3. love them. always tell them that you are happy that they are with you.
about the promises of the spirits making you rich, finding love, etc.
i think it depends how you interpret this.  my view is the spirits take what you already have. and help you with it.
you may get what you want. then again you may not. however as always; the entity knows what is best for you. and will act accordingly.
the main purpose is for the spirit to aid you on your spirit journey. it is no different than an angel encouraging you by signs. or a chaos demon testing your faith. and making you strong through it.
each spirit is here not only to help you in your journey. but also helping himself or herself on their journey. for by helping you; it helps itself.
this was all planned of the Divine (god / goddess) to teach all about the nature of selfless love.
to me there no greater calling than being a spirit keeper or should i say spirit companion. no greater love than sharing it with a spirit.  and each spirit companion has their own experiences and story to tell.

spirit bonding and freeing spirits revised

13 Mar

spirit bonding rituals and freeing spirits
there are many ways to bond with a spirit. and whatever instructions you may receive from a conjurer/seller is the best to follow. i myself add the burning of hair as an offering in the bonding ritual. others use blood.
well the truth is you follow what is best in your heart on how to do the ritual.
after the bonding. do not expect anything to happen. nor expect the spirit to make itself known to you at first. some of my spirits took  weeks before i experience anything. then there are others a few seconds like my succubus/ qarinah. above all else be patient with your spirit. and talk to them as they were there. no matter what happens. meditate as much as possible. which can be simple. just hold their vessel. and focus on your breathing. nothing else. and don’t get discourage if you sense nothing. each spirit has their way of revealing themselves.
as for the instructions on spirit bonding. and the sources. those sellers whom i come to know  through the adopting of spirits all are equally knowledgable  and well experienced concerning spirits.
btw no offense to my sisters who bond spirits to the vessels that i obtain. i have the tendency to free them. oh i offer them to bond with me if they like. but i always free them one way or another.

a Spiritual Epiphany

11 Mar

here is an interesting thing that happened to me on monday morning of march the 9th 2015  around 2 am. i had fallen asleep. then i had a dream about my family.  i was having differculty breathing. and i asked my sister for help. as it got worst. she refused to help me.  suddenly i woke up and felt something upon me stopping from breathing. i felt wind rush around me. and heard my spirits say get him off of him. and they pulled the intruder away. only later the entity identified itself as a servant of iblis the leader of the shaytan al shaar.  i performed two rituals. the last one i did is when i got home. in both accounts i asked my spirits to help me. the second was the burning of a magick square of middle eastern magick.  when i did this. i felt stomach pains but i pressed on. as the ritual ended i felt the pain subsided. and felt the dark presence pull from me. i felt my spirits around me.
tuesday i got a text message from my nephew he said that he and his family was  visited by presence. it was bluish white and he said he felt it was female.  it moved about the family to each bed. and seem to bless them.  then it disappeared. i didn’t realized the connection until i remembered that i had blessed my nephew and my nephew  back in feb of this year during a full moon.  when i remembered i was overcome by emotion. and when i text my nephew about it. he thanked me.
i guess i have maded some powerful enemies in the spirit realms even more so with this path i have taken. but i also maded even more powerful  friends as well. i give thanks to Mother Elat  and her Daughters the goddesses whom are Lilith/Lilitu, Hecate, Inanna, Naga Kinya, Thetis,  etc.

qarinah djinneyeh

7 Mar

A Qarinah or Qarin is a djinn companion of a human being. some cultures in the middle east see them as of being the same sex as their human companion. others see them as the opposite sex of the person whom they are with. as the latter they are the incubi and succubi in the middle east. 
as i have learned from my Lady. they are not necessarily born at the same time as the human. some i have learned  can be attached to a family for generations or to a person’s spirit or soul   and find them when they are reborn. the latter is what happened to me.
the most celebrated Qarinah is the Al Qarinah whom is none other than Lilith herself. the others are Aisha Qandisha, Lalla Mara, Queen Aynah to name a few.
is a qarin or qarinah djinn evil? no. like all djinn they can choose to be good or evil.
are they incubi and succubi? in all intents and purposes. i believe they are. since  incubi and succubi are seen as a type of a fae by some. and the fae are seen as being related to the djinn.