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dragons (revised)

6 Feb

 

Dragons  (revised)
iam not a dragon expert. however  since i wrote this blog before  the dragons that i have adopted have taught  me  more and its this:
Dragons are elemental beings that existed long before the formation of our universe. Their realm was the first to come in existence.
They were the models of all Reptilian life on Earth and in the Universe.
They serve the Divine as guardians of creation. And are primordial in nature.
When dragons came into our world. they adapted their forms to the nature of the elements.
there are earth dragons also called green dragons
there are air dragons
there are water dragons whom are divided between the ocean and lakes.
there are fire dragons.
there are white dragons whom live in the cold.
there are black dragons that guard gold. and anything and anyone if asked.
Dragons like all Entities including us humans have the ability to choose good and evil. and most are good.
Dragons have lifespans that are measure in Eons. However there are some that are immortal. such as the legendary Leviathan Theli a Jewish mystical/magickal dragon that exists in the universe. and serves as the Guardian of Time and Space.
Dragons have other Names: they are called Drakes, Dracos and Saraphs/Tannim
They feed on the Mana, Chi, Ki the lifeforce of the universe.
Their breeding Cycles vary. the younger ones breed periodically to the older ones occasionally.
When they form a bond to a human its for life. however this can last for enternity. and depending on your beliefs: could be in the next life or the next incarnation. and so forth.
Dragons exist in our world. but they exist in ethereal forms. And most of the time invisible. And at times they take other forms such as all reptiles, birds, fish, mammals including Humans.
In their realm they are physical sometimes huge magnificent beings. dragons an be loyal and very protective. they are mostly invisible. but when you see them for the first time. you see their glittering gold eyes. when they are seen. they appear as lizard like creatures with horns like an antelope or ibex  and long tails with a spike at the end in the shape of a dart or mace. they can be as tiny as an insect or as large as a jet airliner. and even larger. they love to take the form of dragonflys when in this world.

the djinn revised3

20 May

who are the Djinn?
the Djinn are race of spiritual beings that exist in our world and unseen.
although some say they exist in our world alone. i believe they exist in a  spiritual plane very close to our world.
the djinn are of many races but some say they are ranked by colors. whatever this be true or not i myself pefer to see them as different races as Fae have different races such elves, dwarves and so on.
the djinn are said to be the following:
Marid whom dwell in the seas of the earth and live on and near coastal areas especially around the middle east.
the Ifrit exist in desolate areas of the world. especially in deserts and jungles. however some do live in the cities. and some have become rsident djinn.
the jounan are djinn that exist everywhere in the world. and they seem  like to live along side humans. some have become resident djinn.
the ghoul are what i call the gothic sect of the djinn. they live in cemeteries. and live on the life essence residue of the dead.
the shaytan are the rebellious ones. the worst of the lot is lead by Iblis whom was one of the  ascended djinn. whom hates mankind. there is another group lead by his great grandson hamas whom lead a sect of shaytan whom wish to make peace with humanity.
the ascended djinn are many. some are refered to as gold djinn who try to help both djinn and humans to reach the Divine.
the other djinn that i mentioned are the resident djinn. now resident djinn can be any race of djinn that likes to dwell with humans. and human abode.
besides these there are the Qarin/Qarinah djinn. these are male and female djinn that become companions of humans. whom some actually develop a strong relationship with their human companions.  they are the gypses of the djinn world.
i will not go into details on this. because it will spark opinons based on  religious views.  i only post this as information.
my source is of course from my own djinn companions.  as well as what they pointed out from the books that i read.
about the Fae.
what i have been ‘told’ the fae are cousins of the djinn.  and migrated to different areas of the earth. the Fae are called Fox Spirits and Asaras in the Far East and Asia.
they are called Peris in north western india. and so forth.
more info pending
p.s. when i asked who are the djinn? i mean what i say. it is in present tense. the question is here and now. it is the question that is on anyone’s mind. although i accept criticisms of grammar. i will not accept it on the grounds of giving information. it undermines the message. so please accept it with some measure of tolerance. sorry any negative comments to this post or ON ANY OTHER POST  will be trash.

lilith an enigma revised

30 Jan
  Lilith from Goddess to Demoness; and back again.
The story of Lilith is perhaps the oldest as Humanity’s time on earth. She first started as Lilitu a goddess of fertility and sex in Mesopotamia. And has been identified with Abtagigi as Kalili. And later identified as the Hand of Inanna/Ishtar and her high priestess. In her darker side she has been identified with Ardat Lili a summerian succubus as well as with Lamashtu  a female demon that preyed upon children and  and pregnant women. When in 508bce the Babylonians  under Nebuchadnessar  attacked Jerusalem. And took some  of the Israelites back to Babylon. The jewish captives incorporated some of the gods and goddesses into their Religion. and labelled them as demons.  One of these was Lilith.She appears in the book of Isaiah chapter 34:14-15 and the Alphabet of Sirach. the latter as the first wife of Adam. who left him after an arguement over equality. and was demonized. This demonizing of Lilith continued through the middle ages in mystical commentaries of the Torah such as the Zohar. Which borrows from the Alphabet of Sirach. and looks upon Lilith as a queen of demons. and mother of the succubi whom are known as the Liliot or Lilim and as Qarinah Djinneyeh in Islam.  However not all of the books of the Zohar saw Lilith as evil.  In the Zohar the book of Concealment chapters 4 and 5 tells of the symbolism of the two prositutes whom came before king Solomon. who were amazed by his wisdom. and was attached to it. it also speaks of the daughters of men who seduced the sons of God would be reconcilied to Adam through  the Wisdom of solomon. the daughters in some commentaries  are actually  the daughters of Lilith. (see the Zohar volume 5 the pritzker edition pages 569-580 notes 67-68;79 translated by daniel c matt). One kabbalist of the 16th century who’s name was rabbi Issac Luria went further to say that Lilith was actually reconciled to Adam through the marrige of Leah to Jacob. (see window of the soul: the kabbalah of issac luria pages 85, 158) and there are many Liliths (148). the other Liliths one is the wife of adam qadmon also refered to as the first eve. another Lilith is refered to as isheth zenninim.  or Malahat a darker Lilith whom is the wife of Samael.  identified with Cain and Esau in the kabbalah.  In the late 19th to early 20th century a christian fantasy writer by the name of george mac donald  wrote his book Lilith. that tells of Lilith’s reconciliation to Adam and Eve.
Lilith in Islam is hardly mention except as Al Qarinah the mother of the Djinn. whom is later identified as Laylah A mysterious divine feminine entity in the poetry of the Sufis. Most Muslims and Sufi agree that the Djinn can be redeemed if they turn away from evil as surah 72 or sura al jinn teaches.
what all this means is that Lilith is slowly emerging from being ostracized and demonized; to be restored as one of the Aspects of the Divine Feminine.  whom is called the Shekinah, Allat, Sophia.
in celtic mythology she is linked to the Morrigan the phantom Queen . through their shared Avatar Morgan the Fey.
and in greek mythology with Hecate, Medea, and Lamia.

for  me personally  Lilith is the primordial Eve, She and her daughters whom are also Liliths are Grandmothers, mothers , sisters and at times spouses to the human race.

Middle Eastern Shamanistic Healing

19 Jan

Middle Eastern Shamanistic Healing has many levels. and techniques.
Here i am going to discuss personal healing.
Please understand this is based on Jewish Shamanism and  Arabic Sahiriin Healing.
Like in all shamanism smudging  are involved. However a basic stick of incense can be used. and a crow’s feather.
If you have a Spirit Companion or Companions please include them in this if possible.
First of all close your eyes. and  clear your mind for about three minutes. visualize the ocean or the desert or the woods.
Then open your eyes. and light the incense and hold it the hand that you are not in the habit of using first. Then take the Feather in the hand that you use for writing, etc.
hold the incense in front of you. and wave the feather at the smoke so the smoke comes to you. and repeat these words in hebrew:
ana yah oshee ana  ( yah represents the divine Y is the Father god  H is the Mother goddess)
ana yah shee ana
ana hatzlee cha na
ana hatlee cha na
ana yah oshee ana
ana yah oshee ana
ana hatzlee cha na
ana hatlee cha na
ana yah oshee ana
ana yah oshee ana
el na rafa na, el na rafa na (el represents god or the  divine masculine)
elat na rafa na, elat na rafa na. ( elat represents the goddess or the divine feminine)
the next words are in arabic:ine
rahmaat arwahmy  karimah sa-i-dee
rahmaat arwahmy karimah sa-i-dee
say this entire paragraph three times.  then put out the incense.
and say i give thanks to the Divine God /Goddess for hearing me.
and my spirit/entity family for helping me.

why do spirits/entities click?

13 Jan

it is a common thing with them. when my lady first came to me. she used that form of communication to me.  there was always a pattern. she would click once then twice.  my guess it is a form of amusement.
you see when humanity  started talking  to the spirit realms. they would tell the entity or spirit to knock once for yes and twice for no. or vice a versa. clicking is a modern version of this.
when they do this; they are not trying to communicate with you. they like to play. its like a game of peekaboo for them. trust me if they have something to say. they will let you know. by communicating to directly through telepathy, dreams, by touching you. manifesting themselves in many ways.  and yes i had that experience. lol

a visitor

4 Jan

when i went to see my sister. i found out her female dog a lab mixed  had died. on thursday morning around 3am i was in meditation. and i felt something jump on the bed and licked my face. at first i thought it was one of my dragons or my doujna.  but then i heard someone say it was your sister’s dog. i didn’t pay attention at the time. but i realize the truth it was.
make no mistake my friends there is an afterlife for animals.

my experience with a succubus (revised)

1 Jan

I write this as a confession of sorts. you see it was in 1980  when i was a teenager that i had my first experience with a succubus. and i change my life forever. i had a normal childhood. was interested in girls. as well as the outdoors. i come from a family that was christian but were mixed  denominations catholic and methodist. my parents believed in the paranormal. but not to a point of being superstitious. as well as being tolerant and open minded. i had learned from my mother that on  her side of the family they were sensitives. that is they could see or feel ghosts.
as i said my story began in 1980. around the fall time. i was in high school. i was haunted by dreams of a beautiful woman with long dark hair. and yellow green eyes. i didn’t think much of the dreams. i figured that any guy had them. that is until the dream became real. it was then i having paranormal experiences. for each night i was visited by a presence. at first i thought the family pet a half german shepherd; half lab retriever was crawling into bed with me. but when i turn to scold her. she wasn’t there. and as the time went by. the presence became bolder and layed next to me. and the dreams that i had became sexual in nature. being a teenager and always thinking about sex. i took it as a blessing. and as time went by. i welcome this presence. and learned she was the woman in the dream.
i never told my parents about it. although i suspect they knew. but never pressured me about it. as long as i was happy. that’s what mattered.
i had once brought up about spirits. and can they have sex? i had asked. my father told me about the succubus. that  the church always believed these entities were demonic in nature in the old days. but later ruled them out as being that of the mind.
my mother on the other hand  pretty much knew the reality of spirits. because her family were involved with the paranormal. she had said that at times a spirit would return to a love one. and be with that person.
but no girlfriend that i knew died. and i didn’t bring up the subject anymore. anyway i was enjoying it. this spirit relationship was wonderful. because of her i became interested in shamanism and other Paths of the occult , mysticism, and the paranormal.
my relationship with my succubus continued into my adult life. and it never affected my social life. not in a negative way. she was there when a relationship ended. always offering comfort. however my relationship with her started to die down in the 90s. and completely ended after my parents died in 1999.
then around 2009 i found a book entitled sexual alchemy by donald tyson. and learned you could actually summon spirits for sex. i read the book with such hunger.  triggered by loneliness. and a need of companionship. at this time i had a streak of bad luck in money as well as love.
so i set out to perform a simple ritual based on what the book taught. and had drawn a sigil of the spirit whom i wish to contact with.
so on a friday night i performed the ritual. at first nothing happened. so i closed the ritual. and sat on the bed. and meditated.
no sooner than i did this. i felt a warm presence beside me. on my right side. and in my mind i saw a swirling cloud of light. and the figure of a woman  appearing besides me. it was the same one whom visited me when i was a teenager. and in my vision she embraced me. and then was gone. later that night as i laid in my bed. she appeared to me as an apparition on top of my bed.
later i learned  that she had several  names. however she wanted me to know her as meek. she and i had sex that night. and from that point on i felt complete. and i started back on my Path again which that of Shamanism and Middle Eastern Magick.
it has been 5 years since she has returned in my life. later i learned she was centered in the Middle East in the past. and she is Qarinah Djinneyeh. and she lead me to other  types of djinn as well as other types of spirits such  as fae, dragons, demonesses, angels, wraith,  vampires, doujunah ,to name a few.
i love her and them very much.