what my spirit family taught me about hate

3 Dec

i can understand why you might have people dislike you and hate you.

but why tell someone that your too ugly to have someone to love you?  this is what i found out at work. because of this i decided to cast a spell against my enemies there.  i excused my fae and dragons and any other light working entities. then invited my djinn, my succubi and any other of my dark working entity. as i cast the spell. before i did i asked why are people like this? i did no one harm? i try to be friends with all.  why? there was no answer. so i did it.

i expect some of my friends may be alarm by this. i will understand if you unfriend me. but see my point of  view. for a long time i believe in love and  the miracles that  came from it. but not any more. it is my spirit family that keeps me from going completely over  to the dark side. but unlike some deities. they support me even if i  don’t practice the golden rule, the witches creed  and loving thy neighbor.

and this is my point: just cause you love your neighbor or enemy doesn’t  give them the right to mess you up.  so this what i learn. please understand why i did what i did.  😦
however my spirit family wanted none of this. as i laid on the bed i heard their voices this is what i heard they said:
no no no no. ….curse….no future… curse….no future. in small feminine voices. i heard a male voice exclaimed with curse all is dead, with curse all is dead. they were adamant. so i reverse the curse. and said as salt dissolves in water so is my curse. and i felt relief from them. 
i maybe hated by humans. and called ugly. but at least my spirit family accepts me. so mote it be.

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2 Responses to “what my spirit family taught me about hate”

  1. senlinsays December 3, 2014 at 10:17 pm #

    People who feel ugly enough on the inside to say that about another person give themselves their own punishment, in my opinion. You’re beautiful inside and out, Richard– I know it, your spirits know it, and I am sure you realize it too. I am glad you passed your test and rose above what could have been.

  2. ken757 December 7, 2014 at 4:11 pm #

    Trust me brother I understand your struggle more than the average reader. I have faced oppession, adversity, hatred, child hood abuse, threats against my life and family, and loss of a love one. I have taken magickal acts of vengeance against someone that hurt my late wife prior to her passing. I felt remorefully, but felt pushed to to it. I understand your stuggle, and I support you. I dont understand why someone would hate and wish someone harm like that either. I am glad that you have your family of spirits with you. Dont forget that not all people are like that. There are some true friends in this world. On top of the insane fact that today’s enemies are tommorow’s potential allies. I know all of this may sound strange, but I have alot of strange experiences in my crazy life…lol I cant wait to read you next post.

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