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my experiences with shadow beings. and my spirits defense.

25 Sep

as noted i did have experiences with shadow beings.
my first experience was back in the 80s when my succubus had started her relationship with me. but mostly in dreams.
one night in august i felt an extreme chill as i laid on the bed. i felt a dark presence above me. i felt a terrible fear then felt my energy drawn from me.
as i felt this presence descend on me. i started praying to the divine for help.
suddenly i heard a voice  of a woman say: you will not touch him.
and i saw a silver orb dart in on the dark presence and caused it to scatter.
recently a year ago. i saw one of my dragons firing balls of light at a spider shadow in from of the television. and i woke up and felt the same Presence again.
however my succubus was on top of me. it seem to be a tug of war between them.
then i saw several orbs and mists of all colors move on the Shadow Presence. and it vanished without a trace.

shadow beings

22 Sep

i decided to take the time and  write about these beings whom iam certain there are a few out there  whom have encountered them.  i myself included.
despite what some paranormal experts have written about. and theorize. the shadow beings aren’t  evil djinn or fae, however they can imitate djinn.
they are not evil human souls or spirits. although they can pretend to be such.
they are not  evil fallen angels. however evil fallen angels have form alliances with them. they are agents of chaos. and are true demons. they are minions of the sharrirrim or  shirrirrim whom i have mentioned in a different blog. and exist in a shadow dimension. whom kabbalists call the qlipphoth or kelipoth. in which the shirrirrim are also a part of.
however make no mistake there are evil djinn and fae. as well as evil human spirits and evil fallen angels. however these spirits become slaves of the shadow beings whom are slaves of the shirrirrim.
shadow beings imitate and mimic other beings. and force other evil and dark spirits to serve them.  thus enslaving them.
shadow beings have  vampiric qualities. but are not true vampires in a sense.
they can also pretend to be a succubus or incubus. and try to enslave people who try to seek a relationship with one. they are masters of causing dissension, mistrust. and worked very hard over eons. to cause division between humans and djinn, fae, etc.
,despite their powers.  and their cunning. they have weaknesses.
for one thing they are overly confident in themselves.
once an alliance is form between humans and other spirit beings. they can be countered. i myself seen my own spirits attack shadow beings.
however the battle shouldn’t be left totally up to them.
shadow beings being pure darkness and evil. they fear light and love.
they fear sunlight. they are repelled by gold, silver or any consecrated object to the Divine Feminine and Masculine i.e. God, Goddess, etc.
they hate love. love for one’s family:  human, spirit, etc.

middle eastern magick part 3: the list of spirits (arwah ) of the sihiriin

15 Jul

the list of spirits and entities  called arwah  among the sihiriin varies depending which sihir you approach.
besides this the list. there is also planes of existence or realms as believed by the sihiriin. so i will list those first.
list of  spirit realms as known by the sihiriin is about five in all. they are the following:
the  first is the Marsha: it is a realm very close to the earth’s dimension it is a realm where the spirit of the dead are not aware that they are dead, because of  their earthly life they aren’t willing to move on, they had died a violent death, they seek justice, vengeance, etc
the sihiriin can contact these spirits. but only when they try to interact with the living. so the sihiriin will try to help the spirit to move on.
the second is called khirbat infar.  it is a realm where the spirits of the dead are unable to move on because of some evil deed in their life on earth.
this realm is also called the marachmawta. although this name refers to a darker place within the kirbat infar.
in other religions these realms would be  refered  to as purgatory, hades, sheol,  summerland,  ghennah,   tartarus the realm of  hela, etc.
the third realm’s name means both the realm and the spirit entities:
they and their realm are called the moustajabiin
the moustajabiin are the entities we know as  the djinn, shedu,  shiddim.  however these names mean the same entities in different cultures such as the jewish and islamic peoples.  they are also  but not limit to would be the fae, nature spirits, etc these beings come through gateways in the earth and above and on it. these same gateways also lead to the realms of the dead as well.  those who dwell here are the marid, ifrit, jounan, dhahab or gold djinn.
dragons also exist here they are called tannim in hebrew. but also called surrish
this realm is also  connected to gaffarim a dark realm where dark entities exist. among them are djinns  such as shaitan, ghul, ardat lili, alu, ezrailim, ubaid, galas.
depending the sihiriin’s background these beings could be bad or good as they choose.
from these realms rule the kings  and queens of the djinn also called the al muhbiin. the kind ones or great ones. these are al muhib, murrah, mirhiz, barqan,  sidi shamhurish,abiad,  maymoun.  as well as queen aynah whom is one of the queens of al qarin, al qarinah   whom is  also called lilitu: their queen mother.
iblis leads the red djinn or shaytan. although these djinn are divided between iblis and his grandson whom is said to converted to islam and opposes his grandfather. and leads shaytan who are good. and are sometimes called the shayian.
also in this realm is the behamahs whom are the grays in UFO circles.
(this might draw some lively discussion. but modern sihirin actually think the grays are a class of djinn refered to as behamahs a subgroup of the ghul.).
there are other realms that are simply called the light and deep darkness.
the deep darkness is the place of entities called the shirririin
the shirririn are true demons. chaos demons who hate everything good as well as love.
they are divided among the following:
a-kaabihiin the bad deed ones
atiliin the devious ones
fasidiin the corrupted ones.
sharririin whom are worst of the lot. and lead the other three. their name means the evil ones.
the place of light is home to:
the khiribu. or cherubim the guardians
the khodam the servitors
the houriyaat the ladies of light.
sarapha burning ones.
the malaki-a the angels
the anunnaki and igigi: the gods.
naphas that have been purified. these include humans and djinn, etc.
there is more of course. but i only give a brief description here.
in the near future. i will add more info.
namaste!  or shalamu allikumu!

wicca for men? revised

11 Dec

form of shamanism to be honest. if you don’t find a masculine entity to relate to. you are doomed from the start.  at least that’s what i thought.
i had learned it is a very ancient path that is based on a keltic form of shamanism. and ancient druidism.
the former; like all shamanism:   the practices are  healing, communication with the spirit world, petition to deities, healing, etc.
the latter is a form of religion and a priesthood whereas they lead the citizens of the keltic world in rituals for petitions to deities and aid from spirits but to the masses.
wicca teaches the One is many. that is the many are gods and goddesses that come from the One. whom is the sum of all.
any male practioner is seen as the God or masculine divine.
any female practioner is seen as the Goddess or feminine divine.
wicca is a nature based religion. and believes in that the Divine expresses his or herself in nature.
for a man there are many gods to relate to: Dagda, Lugh, etc. as well as nordic  Thor or Odin.
the horn god in the religion is not  ha Satan. but a nature god or forest god who watches over nature. he is Balder, Kerrunos.
and if there is any comparison in christianity. he could be identified with the lamb with seven horns in the book of Revelation. as well as the goat of atonement in deteurononmy. for the horned god in keltic as well as norse is the god whom sacrifices himself. such as Odin.
this is what i learned. it is for men.

difference between spirits and entities?

8 Dec

not really. my own spirits laugh at the classification of  spirits and entities.
they see humans as spirits with clothing (i.e. flesh.)
using the term entity is used by most occultists  and mystics in attempt to separate the human and non-human. like using the term souls, ghosts, entities, etc.
the truth is we are all from ONE SOURCE>
that source is the Divine Masculine and Feminine
God and Goddess whom are one>

spirit keeping :you own path.

8 Dec

spirit keeping to me is a personal path that one has a personal relationship with one’s spirit.
that no one can really direct you.  it is the matter of one’s heart. 
everyone has a different way of seeing how this should be done. and how it is addressed.
although a beginner may need guidance at first. in the end the path of a spirit keeper is a path that one does alone.  it is between the keeper and the spirits.

my experience with negative entities: updated

30 Oct

lets face it. if you are a sensitive, a paranormal investigator, a shaman, witch, wiccan, wizard, spirit keeper, paranormal collector. you will have run ins with negative entities. whatever they be demons, fallen angels, dark fays, red djinn, bad human spirits, dark succubae, etc.

i myself had run ins because i’m a student of shamanism as well as the occult and mysticism and being a spirit keeper i have had experiences.

first thing i learned is don’t be too afraid. the other is conditioning your mind.

conditioning i refer to is an affirmation that you are a child of the divine. that god, the goddess is your parent. if you don’t believe in any deity. that’s fine too. just believe you are the light of the universe in intelligence and influence.

also remember there are good spirits; helpful spirits out there. and you can call on them to aid you. you just need to believe.

with that said and done. the easiest ritual to clear one’s self or home, etc of entities is just telling them to leave. not in anger. but in a calm but very strong voice to tell them to leave. depending what kind of entity you are dealing with. it is good to be polite to them. the reason for this no spirit not even a demon can ever accuse you of being impolite. and use it against you in the spirit world. however if the spirit is impolite to you. you may be likewise.

if it continues (that is the negative activities) you may use whatever prayers or rituals in your belief system against the entities.

then there is smudging:

smudging is burning either sage sticks or grounds. after you light them the latter in a smudging bowl.

ther you go from one room to the other to each corner and say the following:

in the name of father sky mother earth to all unwanted entities who wish to do me harm leave. this is my home. leave now.

i myself use rituals based on ceremonial magick of the hemetic order of the golden dawn.

this is the banishing ritual of the lesser pentagram. you stand at each wall and draw a pentagram as shown in diagram

and you say the following:
before me raphael

behind me gabriel

at my right hand michael

at my left hand auriel

before me flames the pentagram

behind me the six rayed star

i hereby banished all negative and unwanted spirits from this space.

and repeat this at each wall of a room while burning incense which can be sandalwood, frankincense

and if you ancestry is jewish there are some kabbalistic prayers.

most of the time i use a ritual that involves using the name of God and Goddess of the Hebrews: the tetragrammaton and burning incense (mostly frankincense) and blessing the letters of god and goddess’s name in hebrew ( the letters themselves are in hebrew as well). as i hold the incense in my hand and point it in the directions of the earth. and at the end of the ritual i asked God and his shekinah. (the name of God’s bride the hebrew goddess) to clear my living space of negative entities. and to welcome positive ones in. i learned this ritual from reading passages in the zohar and the sefer yetzirah.

if your muslim the reading of surah 72 while burning incense such as the above can be used.

christians would read psalm 91 and recite the lord’s prayer. as well as the hail mary if they be catholic.

if all else fails. and if you fear for the safety of your family. please seek help from paranormal investigators as well as those of your religious

and spiritual backgrounds.

if you are a keeper of spirits and have relationships with spirits. make certain that the spirits that you have a connection to. understand the limits and boundries of that relationship. even spirits can make mistakes. so be patient with them and love them. if there be negative spirits in your presence. chances are they are aware of situration. and will try to get your attention. sometimes those spirits may behave in strange ways even in negative ways. do not pass judgement on them. instead asked them what is wrong. once you know. then asked for their aide and guidance. trust them. they will help you. or lead you where you can get help.
post script: kabbalistic prayer in dealing with negative entities.
the prayer is one line  and three words.
and the first one represents the Divine masculine and feminine as one.
and it is as follows:
yod hey vav hey qora satan
the last word is familiar. it appears in jewish, christian, muslim texts. it represents the leader of the chaos demons.
and it is said as a chant with a lit candle or incense. or without.

how to deal with those who are negative towards your spirits

22 Oct

if its skeptics. just laugh with them.  swallow  your pride. and just go along. you know the truth. who cares.
issues at home with those who see spirit keeping as demonic, evil, etc because of their damned beliefs based in their religions, etc.
sadly you can’t fight against such things. the only thing you can do is pretend to be complicent, agree with them. but hide your spirits. and pretend you are a collector of gems, antiques, etc. hiding the true nature of your collecting. witches, mystics, and shamans have been doing for thousands of years. hiding within their religious practices of the religion of sorciety of their time.  although some have been discovered during the burning times. the majority kept it hidden for centuries.

paths of shamanism: your own vision quest

13 Oct

i have, several times taken my own vision quests. there is nothing complicated about it. all you need  to do is do some research on what path of shamanism that you  want to follow.
or through them discover your own path. Shamanism my friend is like a road connected to other roads. those roads are paths that were created by other shamans. their roads help us make our own road  to our own vision quest and enlightenment.

the Dybbuk

30 Aug

I decided to write about this since the new movie entitled: the possession  is out as well as  on  an episode of paranormal witness  of the sy fy channel is portraying  is dealing  on this subject.
What is a Dybbuk?
A dybbuk is a spirit that attaches itself to a person, place, and thing.
Mostly it is a human spirit that refuses to move on until it has completes a task.
However it also applys to human spirits as well as non human spirits that are  malevolent in its intentions with the living.
According to the kabbalah these spirits are usually male. And attach themselves to women. And they are usually dispelled by reading passages from the torah or  tanakh. As well as reciting prayers such as a Kaddish.
The spirit is either driven through an open window. Or forced into an object.
Which is then inscribed with certain phrases, prayers, that are in hebrew.
Such as wine cabinet (as seen in the movie and in the the t.v. program.
Jewish mystics he kabbalists feel most hauntings and possessions are caused by Dybbuk.